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| Title track kids. It's done. This is it. Chorus:*********
Don’t panic don’t panic here we go yo
Don’t panic in the place so let me see you know
Don’t panic don’t panic here we go yo
Direct and affect here to bring you the tight flow
*********** Direct:
It’s in our faces basic trace in the way we play this aces
Back to the fact we from the place of wide open… spaces
Comin in slangin phrases, at breakneck and bouce back paces
Direct be bustin you skull so fast you ain’t got time to tie your laces
Ho, that’s way we flow, here to bring back what the game has lost yo
put hip-hop back on the top, ain’t comin home less we be bringin the gold
thought i’d come by to let you know, Affect and me aren't here to kill shit slow
this is slaughter from the 701 where golden waves of grain grow Affect:
As the sun cries mercy to the mourning star,
like you cry to us in these Midwest bars
theres a steady beat that creates a charge
and leaves us all broken on a planet afar
its the spark in the dark the very one that turned your broken
heart into art and brought it back the start
you might tear it down but we tear it apart
we sure dont panic cause we write with our hearts **************** Affect:
Todo es bonita yea i feel it too,
this mic is the way we process truth
laying out the shit we've all been thru
here the family is good tho you already knew
affect is comes for love but stays for the crew
if i pass over the vibe betta know what to do
no precupes nada you know i never do
leave ya with the words for your soul to move Direct:
The end is near but no don’t panic, rest in peace when it comes not manic
You livin your life like you sittin on tacks and now god dammit I can’t stand it
we got the flow that you just can’t fathom, everything we spit is so organic
Twist the rhymes like I’m a mechanic, the only prophets on the planet
Chill the fuck out when you come at me, if you’re lucky son i'll let you be
Screw your face up with my fists and leave your license lookin like a fake id
Please, show yourself respect and leave, less you got some aces up your sleave
Cus we king of our kind, a sign of the end, and we'll end you instantly
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| extreme self centeredness leads me to believe people care about what i think. at least it's better than taking one of those quizzes this is just a baby, it won't be awesome for awhile yet edit: yeah... this sucks. unless i can really turn it around it's just scrap It seems like everything I write needs a theme
but this track ain’t got that, it’s just about coming clean
I thought everyone should know a few of the things I care about
like my love for the liquor and my love for the couch
how really underneath all of my pervasive cynicism
I’m really an optimist, putting faith in our generation
I’ve seen the potential and we will be instrumental
we just have to get over the apathetic shit like we’re stuck in a stencil
I grew up middle class, no way to get around that
but I never picked on the holier than though shit, that’s a fact
My parents work hard but you know they got lucky
what I mean is that when I went to jail they could afford to post my bail money
I’ve been drinking and drugging since I was 15 years old
I dropped the drugs for the most part cus the paranoia gets old
but alcohol has it’s claws dug deep into my liver
I’m sittin on 2 dui’s and if you look close my hands quiver
I try not to take astrology too serious
but, I’m a leo and it’s dead on about who I am and that’s mysterious
I'm self centered and idealistic, and get this
it's been like a prophet for every single one of my relationships
I really like tattoos, at least I like the ones that mean something
I don’t wanna see your fucking tribal or your back stamp butterfly hunny
don’t just pick some shit off the wall, get something you thought about, something original and unique or i'll punch your dumb ass in the mouth I love North Dakota, coca cola, having sex, and sleepin over
eating a ton of mashed potatoes, and no I don’t have an eating disorder
I love to fucking barbeque, I love summer, disc golf forever
And my favorite hip-hop track is probably beastie boys get it together
I consider myself agnostic and if you think you can change my mind then I’d rather not talk to you about it, so stop killin my time
I grew up Lutheran but I asked too many questions at church
so I was an outcast, really from the day of my birth
I’ve dated a lot of women so I think maybe I need the drama
but I hope to one day have a lady and a baby, I owe it to my momma
I been hard on her my whole life with all of my break downs
but she’s been my rock, keepin me up and not letting me drown
oh and I think before you run up telling me about your politics
you should know that I’m a left wing radical and a socialist
keep religion out of the schools, Limbaugh and o’reilly are tools
and anyone who buys into there lies about global warming are fools
hip-hop music wasn’t the first stop I took to get where I am
I came from punk rock roots and before that it was weird al
when I was in high school I used to wear cut up socks on my wrists
suspenders for shits and write fuck off in sharpie on my fists
Anyone who knows me knows I don’t have shit together most of the time
paying bills late and spending too many hours online
I rely on my wit and my charm to overcome my lack of ambition
I predict I’ll be the most popular homeless man in the food line at the mission
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| I don't know what this is, fiction. I woke up in a panic on the bathroom floor
blood on the bath mat below me
asmatic backstabber was going to let me die
instead of trouble himself to call 911
lifes not fun when you're stuck in the fetal postion
stomach cramps are all thats left of the night before
with a touch of the poison coursing in my veins
but i have to get up so i can do it again
I called Johnny and reemed him a new asshole
like what were you worried about your minutes?
it's hard to be too harsh on him though
i would have let him die if a girl asked me to
that's just the way we live in this jungle
but the alpha male isn't always the one getting laid
we've grown more sophisticated
or at least in some ways we're smarter
I know how to lie to bring you home with me
but last night Johnny got the edge on my girl
he took advantage of my alcoholism
I have a weakness for tequila | | |
| been feeling like shit, so i figured i may as well use it for something productive. this is all just dark shit, don't read too deep, i tried to make it that way. Sunshine Psychosis
i got the ego of a worm, crawl through the dirt, and i shit what i eat
like a microscopic germ facing antibiotic defeat
so when the proverbial shit hits the tractor
I look like a zombie, a fucking horror flick actor
my emotions conform, don't want to stand out, they mistreat
you can see it in my sperm, don't wanna be first when i skeet
and now i'm sinkin in a pit of tar, my lungs getting blacker
when i'm gone you won't remember i was ever even a factor
life is like a piss shiver, an interuption
you'll never be a good enough fuck son til you get some better suction
you suck and i suck so lets move on the real problem
people thinkin i'm worthwhile, and i don't know how to tell them
so now i'm lookin backwards, the best day of my life is behind me
get's no better than yesterday, time is a combine always grinding
and cuttin me down, drag the bottom of the red river now,
cus in the flood of '09 i think i probably drowned
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aiming for a fist, turn diein to a wish
i'm the worm praying for a fish, til the end
not so much ill i'm sick, strike the match make it quick
i'm lookin for the next fix, til the end
i'm such a dangerous flirt, dig in your claws make it hurt
i'm a glutton for the pain, do your worst, til the end
i'll play with a dis, and get killed in a kiss
it's not getting better than this, til the end
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I'm always the hare never the tortuise
shootin my load too quick and passin out on the couch with no purpose
nobody needs me i'm worthless
no more smile on the surface
i needed the heat so i burned it last night in the furnace
and gave my own god is dead service
wrote my suicide note in cursive but my handwriting is horrendous
no one can read it, probably for the best, my lack of remorse is offensive
who knew a little depression could be so expensive, like a lexus
i couldn't follow through though because i lacked the god complex
if i find it i'll buy a ranch in texas and start my own cult
at least i won't have to die alone and god came to me so it ain't my fault
i'll be entered into the psychotic sociopath hall of fame
have my own psychosis to show path from suburban teen to insane
i'll meet up with charley manson, ain't got shit on my crazy
like what, are amateur mind control techniques supposed to phase me?
i've seen it before lazy, from kindergarden to 4 tries at college
wanna take a class on how to fail? i got the knowledge
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From institutions to no contribution
I've been a plague on society from the beggining
so now people call me pollution
no solution for a waste of air like me
except maybe execution but i doubt they got the balls
i guess we'll see
...please, do the world a favor
take me out today, and tomorrow you will be a saviour
a borderline angel
my presence here is a sign of the end
i won't try to defend
my practice in the art of all seven deadly sins
i ain't gunna pretend that i'm a good person anymore
its not a matter of being apathetic
i still got evil plans in store
my foots stuck in the door so you can't get through
if i become a pandemic
then what the fuck you gunna do?
all i'm doing is here people is tryin to give you fair warning
mothers don't let me near your daughters
or i'll be spreading disease til the morning
intense insensitivity is all you'll find at the base of my morals
they might live on forever
cus i'm still not convinced i'm not immortal
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| there's a few changes needed but it's gettin close
shrapnel
i don't know about ya'll but i can't seem not to fall for damn near every girl who makes me ten feet tall
fell once, fell twice, fell twenty times today, the looks they got in their eyes can make me feel okay
and they all have a piece from when my heart exploded onto them, it's so hard to take again
like shrapnel from the hand grenade i threw so hard, tried pickin up the pieces but i lose another shard
let's take it back a few years, take it back a few beers, this girl she won me over when she showed me her tears
showed me her bed, said she was sad and i made her glad, had to jet though cus when she came she cried dad
lost what was left of innocence when i just sixteen, i wasn't really ready and she wasn't really clean
to be honest i don't remember much about the fucks, all i remember is i had on some new white socks
met up with this chicky bomb bein raised by her mom, at first everything was cool, but then i noticed something wrong
i understand how it can happen but you gotta know it's trouble, baby girl don't need a sister what she really needs a mother
i found a little run away with scars on her wrists, thought maybe i could save her with just one little kiss
learned a lesson bout life and another bout girls when she took off again with nothing but her pearls
met an itty bity, was so pretty it was silly, damn finest girl in the whole damn city
but she kept the boys a guessin, flexin and a stressin, was she for it, dunno but gotta know that i ain't messin
around the way, lady came my way one day, lookin fly, little lutheran girl who loved to pray
but i was jealous, she was zealous, had to let her go one sunday, found out she was cheatin on me with jesus
next day i got kicked, slipped head over lips, for a kitten i was smitten with the groove in her hips
we called it real love and i still believe if i'da been more patient she'd still be with me
you know i been here/ n i been there
but don't get twisted that i never cared
my heart is like a hand grenade
and they all have a piece of my shrapnel
don't know how i got these storys, i really suck at flirting, and the way things are going, i'll be dying cold and lonely
i got a few moves, but their tired old grooves, and now i got the blues like a pair of worn out shoes
there was a young one, mad fine and immature, love a girl with brown hair, but beautiful baby baby insecure
wanted to share myself wit her, and i wanted to stick around, but college and the coast called, had to get up outta town
hit the east coast and quick step back in the game, an older babe, a total scenester, she brought me tha fame
forgot ta mention her ex-boyfriend was a pissy little asshole, no chance to see it coming, sucka punch n went awol
played the internet roulette, wanted to see what i would get, met sexy girl screen name little red corvette
but that's where it started gettin scary, she invited me to her place, looked nothin like her picture and her palms were fucking hairy
i had a friend, she was the shit, we'd get drunk and mess around, little late night fix, til she put the whole thing down
started getting to close, what she was fearin the most, it was somethin new for a boy from the midwest coast
next one said she saw ghosts, i couldn't complain, in fact a little jealous, that's some sick beautiful pain
heavy pettin in the rain, above philly had a last stand/but she needed a new brain/never date a republican
...shy one in class who made eyes, didn't know i saw, but we got drunk and made out, made her scream like i was jaws
took her to bed, she barely moved, fucked so long the condom broke, thank alah i'm not a fatha but ya boy freaked and had to go
after that, i hit a flight back home, no offense to illadelph, i promise that i'll phone
in the mean time, keep that shitty shade of chrome, cus baby, now yur sittin on some shrapnel of yur own
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747 landed and when i came out there was a girl with sex in her eyes waiting for me with her arms out
sexy, cool, and crazy, no sorry, i meant insane, into mood swings, nude scenes, too many heart strings so i stepped into a wonderland of bright sands and mic stands, girl who smoked me under the table and woke me up for sex
borderline hippy baby who loved sleeping next to me undressed but when the drugs wore off our sun signs got stressed
i met this girl down in mexico who moaned so loud, thought she'd raise the graves, and it kinda made me proud
but it wasn't just the sound, yah i swear she was a vampire, left bite marks on my neck and then skipped before the sun fired
met a lady one night, hit it hard and partied right, never caught her name but you know i figured it's alright
her eyes were like two of 10000 lakes, but when i woke up she'd skipped out for heaven's sakes bar hoping met a shorty, no really she was tiny, like champagne cus she bubbley, not even up to 5'3"
i'm a sucker for a girl who puts the moves on me first, but she didn't dig the way i live so i gave her all my worst
at this point i'd given it up on somethin real but it fell in to my lap, my lack of faith she did steal
classy, smart and sassy with a killer personality but she couldn't let me in and i became another casualty
now listen up closey, i just got one more tragedy, gave her nine months of my life, what a fucking travesty
blindsided by a hotty, psychotic with a body, couldn't stop cus she was naughty, then it started gettin dodgey she bled me dry, for all my money, moved in with me, so she would not be lonely
i should have listened when my friends all told me, man that girls a bitch
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